As it is now March and officially Cerebral Palsy Awareness Month, I thought I'd write another post discussing it and how my feelings have changed from last year's CP Awareness Month post. There, I discussed feelings of self-love and that message is more or less the same. I am still in a place where I… Continue reading When You’re Finally Free
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My Adventure in St. Louis: Part III
The first three days after surgery day (which they called, "day zero"), I was on an epidural catheter for pain management. My legs felt heavy, but they weren't completely numb. I could still wiggle my toes, but couldn't move my legs much. I was to stay on bedrest, only permitted to elevate my bed 45… Continue reading My Adventure in St. Louis: Part III
My Adventure in St. Louis: Part II
Valentine's Day. The big surgery day had finally arrived after months and months of anticipation. I woke up early, ignored signs of hunger and thirst as I couldn't eat or drink before the procedure, washed up, got dressed in comfy clothes and fuzzy socks with sneakers, and headed to the hospital. As I said in… Continue reading My Adventure in St. Louis: Part II
My Adventure in St. Louis: Part I
I'm not going to lie, as I flew to St. Louis with my loved ones by my side on February 11th, I was nervous, more nervous than I thought I was going to be. We arrived late that night, and consultations with the surgeon and his team took place the next day starting at noon.… Continue reading My Adventure in St. Louis: Part I
Three Letters to Begin My New Life
I knew there were several different ways I could start this post: that yes, I was having another surgery; that surgery was the reason I was putting other life stuff on hold, like applying for jobs or masters programs. I knew I had to put my health and quality of life first, and that jobs… Continue reading Three Letters to Begin My New Life
Do I Exist to Inspire You?
I've been told numerous times that I'm an inspiration or am inspirational. Most of the time I take it as a compliment, say thank you, and move on...but now I really can't deny the larger implications of using those phrases. It could possibly depend on the context in which it's said. If someone tells me… Continue reading Do I Exist to Inspire You?
My Personal Lifeguard, My Fish in the Sea
I've just returned from vacation somewhere sunny with my boyfriend; my love. We spent lots of time by the beach and pool. It was plenty relaxing, which is exactly what we wanted this time around. I personally prefer the beach over the pool, but if I decide to actually go in the water, I opt… Continue reading My Personal Lifeguard, My Fish in the Sea
The Spastic Diplege 